Dear sweetheart Emily

How are you ? And do you remember me ?

I hope everything’s fine your way, I cannot stop thinking of you as I write this now

Oh! god I miss you somehow.

 

You like disappeared without saying goodbye, don’t you know I love you so much ?

Don’t you remember you said “I love you & I’ll always stay in touch” ?

I waited and waited for your email so that I would get a chance to reply

But days and months passed by without any sign & tears flown through my eyes it made me cry.

 

I exactly don’t know if you used to miss me then what made you remain clam ?

Have I ever treated you bad or your trouble I have become ?

I wanted to hear from you I waited for that mail to come and forgive me ‘cause for a while I was dumb

But after you left and after all this time I felt lonesome.

 

I wish I could go back in time when you and I were connected

Those memories left behind are trapped in my head and they will never fade.

I was on my way to write a poem on you but I couldn’t complete without feeling your presence

My mind could not go poetic with your absence.

 

Emily from the day you met me till this day I kept you in my prayers

Yes I wish everything good for you and nothing less

It’s been over a year now I wonder if this came to an end

As I think of you hoping you will prove me wrong and be my pen friend.

 

I’m going crazy without you, I’m addicted!

I cannot forget you and never will. Every day, every hour your name resounds in my head.

I miss your sweet words that lightened up day

Emily I really miss you & I love you even if you don’t feel about me the same way.

 

I’m not seducing you to continue with me

Let it be only your wish so throw it on my face and I will agree

Of course it’s your life you’re young and free

No one can force you and change the way you want it to be

And yes I would never like to see you unhappy.

 

You know my email address its shuberth@rediffmail.com

So feel free to throw it on my face let it explode like an atom bomb

Tell me if I ever hurt your feelings and I don’t know about or if I’m wrong

I’ll be waiting for your reply no matter if it’s very short or long.

 

Remember! Writing this I mean no offence and no harm

So dear don’t get me wrong, in my heart there is nothing but love for you & you’re always welcome!

No matter this world think I’m crazy and may they laugh

But Emily it’s you I’ll always love.

 

I’ll keep you locked in my brain

Even if we may won’t unite again

Emily you’re beautiful you’re the thought that occupies my mind

To know who you are and what you’ve been to me I don’t have to go rewind

Deep inside me you will always be the sweetest girl and my as my friend

Now, today, tomorrow and till the end.

 

-Shuberth