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pride parade
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it's 'pride parade,' but,
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i go to the ashamed parade;
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it's held the first rainy night
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in november,
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in the shrubbery;
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no girls allowed.
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i'm old school. my ex's died ordinary deaths:
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muggings, lynchings, suicide... i like
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the days before 'pride sponsered by budweiser,'
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before, 'how to tell if your two-year old is gay'
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and, "here comes the groom". doom.
 11
 
 
my mother and father were married -- talk about an elusive
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childhood: my mom would beat, me,
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beat the shit...
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and dad would sit. my step dad... this place holder dad,
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before the pod people came back.
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it's about being free,
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in my body,
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in my mind --
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free of anyone
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saying how to be me.
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i walk down the street, dialecting out the last
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humiliating chitter-chat with friendly straights,
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being a pet homo, make them laugh... 'so deep'.
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walk into that space which walks over rainbows.
 25
 
 
making a script: in the house of corridors:
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people re-speaking...
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i'm never them. maybe, if danny's parents hadn't,
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they came home before we kissed -- before we discovered radium...
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boys like us, eleventh grade.
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so many maybe's,
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maybe if i could jump off the moon! so many fails.
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how often do i have to tell myself,
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when all it was what he could say?
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lips on words,
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soft decay of efflorescent -- light to gray.
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the river roils and escapades;
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easy is the twilight. there's the moon.
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live or die, laugh at movies...
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it
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won't
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care
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if i kiss
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or do or cry. doesn't care.
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it's not queer,
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not profoundly like i am between life and what they say,
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to think that marriage
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has to do with being gay. a validation.
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i loved him...
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it's queer. melt your wedding rings,
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little day-glo's, puppy prides, black mask hetro's...
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stuff that up your rainbow LGBTUVQRXSY, generation gotta have it all.
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19 Jun 17


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