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Seek Me Again
Linnac

I deny, I simply defy
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that the best revenge is a life lived well
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I tried that for years
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and I’m bitter as hell.
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I had this childhood, see,
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that you took from me,
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and did that make you happy?
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It dint, so there.
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I swear
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you were a racist – a racist flubnugget
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always out for trouble,
 11
getting the detention shuffle.
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And then there was little me –
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you pulled her hair,
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told her she shouldn’t be there,
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told her the teacher dint care.
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Rubbed nettles in my face,
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and made it about race.
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And for years – god, years –
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you were round my house.
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Lacking in afterschool hobbies,
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except eggings and the odd dead mouse
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popped through the letterbox,
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like some smarmy cat.
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I’ll get you back.
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And did I mention?
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You weren’t just one
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or one time, oh no.
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You were legion,
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half the bleeding school,
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in scruffy uniforms,
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always waiting until I left class –
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you hardly went –
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so you could chase me to the gents,
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which had the working locks, see,
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and rattle the door
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like a particularly bored ghost,
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to tell me and mine to go back home.
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Then you followed me there.
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I will have my revenge as,
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of all things,
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a policymaker.
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Oh you yourself,
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you might’ve grown up,
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got jobs on the tills
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got your own little pups.
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But your small ones in schools,
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oh them I can get.
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I’ll take over the estates,
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you’ll regret your hate.
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About every effing creature
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that used to grope my bum
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lived in council housing
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with a bleeding single mum.
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They had subsidised uniforms,
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free school meals,
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special grants for them,
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the teachers cut them deals.
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And it weren’t just me,
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they were destructive on the whole.
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Side point,
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my French teacher cried on me once.
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She was green as frick.
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So, masterplan, I take over policy.
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I make it about me.
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These chavs ain’t going to chav no more,
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because they won’t be bored.
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I’ll give them it all.
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The good things.
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After school clubs,
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access to education fund,
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breakfast provided,
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and curriculum united.
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Better housing, jobs, a voice,
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and all the dreams
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they didn’t dare speak.
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I’ll have my revenge
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by erasing their existence.
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Seek me again,
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in ten years.
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I will have meddled in your lives,
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And all this time you will think
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I look on you with pity,
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but I’d see you happy,
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because I wanted to be.
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11 Nov 17

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your childhood didn't make me happy you stain
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u are looking for approval
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first four lines were ridiculously good.
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